2:54PM - FUCK IT ALL

i have been denied my wish to get a piercing... by my god damn mormon cop dad who hates piercings.

I am not about to tell him the reason why mom let me do it in the first place because he doesnt know that i smoke.. and if he did, he would not trust me anymore.. because he is just that way.

After asking him this ( half hour ago) i cried the whole way home, and when i got here, i asked my brother for a cigarette.... im seriously pissed, but at least im not losing all. I mean, i get to still smoke.

FUCK!

K

12:34AM - im so sad

its gonne be difficult, cause i dont actually want to quit. :( K

3:36PM - I NEED YOUR OPINION..

So today i was thinking how i will not be completely happy unless i get my dream piercing which is the septum ring. The only reason i wouldnt get it pierced is because of the excruciating pain!!! However, it is my favorite piercing and i have been wanting it for awhile.. i think if i im going to quit something i like, i should get something that i want most, dont ya think?

let me know what you think of this dilemma.

i know what jake will say.. NO SEPTUM! pssht, f-off Jake! :)


K

8:15PM - SHIT! but good kinda

So my mom just made a proposition with me, that my brother made up...

If i stop smoking, i can get my piercing!!!

This is going to be really hard, but i have been wanting my labret ( with a ring) pierced for so long and my mom had this hardass rule that i HAVE to wait till un 18, but since she wants me to stop smoking, she said i can get my piercing. This also means that i really need to be looking for another job, cause Starbucks doesnt allow facial piercings.. but its all groovy, i want a new job anyway! I want to work at MOHN's coffee and art in DT bothell, or a little stand.

YAYAYAYYAYAYAYAYYAY.. but its going to be hard!!

K

7:28PM

So Sarah and i went o Phantom Planet and missed most of it, but i saw Chad and met some of his friends... that kid is the cutest.

Then we met up with brenna, kendoll and Ryan at the king cobra show. it was eh, so sarah and i left early in hopes that we could go visit Ben kennedy, but their graceland show got cancelled and he and the band were all bummed, so i didnt see him, but he was sweet as ever and i will probably see him on Monday.

Worked fucking 8 hours today, but it went well cause JOEY filled in a shift for this dumbshit today. That made my day.

im tired.


staying home tonite.. mommy's orders... so i can play tomorrow night.

K

3:15PM - IM WAY PSYCHED...

So John Vanderslice has invited me to attend his KEXP show on March 5th!!! He felt bad because i am underage and i really wanna see him, but he doesnt have any shows lined up, so he said i could go to the KEXP performance.

Although its in like two months, im stillr eally excited, he's so good.

K

Which 1990's Subculture Do You Belong To?

[Another Quiz by Kris
@ couplandesque.net]

10:23PM

I love daniel. He makes me feel so special. I miss him. I wish he lived here. He and i are soulmates... i just know it. I dont know in what way.. but we are.

i love you daniel crabtree.

xo,
!k!

5:52PM

Himsa is going to be on Headbangers Ball on MTV2, how did that happen?!?!?

the Black Dahlia Murder is SOOOOOOOOOO good.

lindsay is coming soon.


k

3:55PM - along with my other names.

MachineOfCool413: "flower is fucking badass!!!"
MachineOfCool413: there
KillLosChildren: YEAH!

my hippie name is now FLOWER

now i have a name in spanish: kylasita
german: kyVa ( i dont think thats very germany, but kendoll made it)
scottish: kwyla( not actually, kendoll cant do scott's accent, its funny, hahahah)

...........
and now my hippie name

THANKS KENDOLL!

K

9:25PM - even shorter...

i've been told this is creepy and i look tough, haha. mmmhmm k

9:40PM - soooo.. my new hair..?

old hair and old pics first......
amberleigh loved using my camera
me and amberleigh
me at work, bored on my break cause i had no cigs!


NOW FOR THE MOMENT OF TRUTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BEFORE:
DURING:
AHHHHHfter:
me looking like a boy,, eww.

so.. i have a fucking hawk now. weird.. boyish, i know, but i like it. I am going to bleach it.. cause i think i have to for work anyhow.

kendoll and kyle:

1:17PM

Last night i hung out with Katie and Meg and Oliver.. and that was fun! Then i decided that i really wanted to hang out with Cody so since i couldnt drive far he came to get me at lake forest park place with Ben and Josh and yeah..

Slept at Cody's and had to wake up early to bring my truck back.. lame.

i need a cigarette really fucking bad!!!!!!

K


ps: the thumb movies are actually really funny. so was Im gonna git you sucka!

Current mood: tired

Current music: Badly Drawn Boy-About a Boy

11:47PM - A REAL POST!!!!!!

Interrogation=good.
new KRMTX=good!

I was super duper happy to see B even though i felt like shit. It was also nice meeting his pal Tyler(??). They're both great guys.

Cody, sorry i was feeling really icky.. i think its cause i didnt eat today really. Next time i'll be more alive. Thanks for being sweet to me anyway.

Yet again i was not into the whole Red Light Sting thing. I fear that if i ever go see them again i might die. Each time i go something with my health goes wrong.. so i am going to keep away from them.

Tomorrow needs to make my weekend wonderful. . maybe i will hang out with Meg and Katie and Ili after work.. yeah, sounds good.

xo,
!k!

Current mood: sick

Current music: The Sounds= 7 Days

10:34PM - my favorite person in the whole world...

this picture is unbelievably beautiful.. i cant believe i never found it before:



i love him.

11:36PM